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God is testing me. So much shit has been so fuckin annoying lately. SO much shit. If only somebody knew. And that’s not being on some emo shit too. Fuck what yall think.
Shedding some light on U.
Taking a seat in my chair like I always do but this time I decided to look at my life stepping back from what’s really going on right now. what I’m going to tell u might be something u don’t even care for. So far this whole year, i’ve been getting second chances from mistakes that have been haunting me since a couple years back. Being a coach at westmoor again is one and getting in state for the fall feels great. It took a lot of positivity and real faith in me to get where I am today. after realizing this i figured that i really experienced what happened to me at a young age. i had many consequences for all of my actions. and it’s crazy to think back at what happened and the time that passed since. but i mean the crazy thing is is that i made a decision to not become who i was turning into. and i lived with that mind set, took criticisms cause i don’t really have control over them anyway. and i just waited and i’m thankful for that. and i don’t regret shit
I eat the best meals
At midnight. Every friday I come home at midnight and usually have the best food in the ref. last week I had a big ass burrito and just finished chicken teriyaki right now. I don’t take pics of these meals. Chappelle’s show is funny right now. Got practice @ 10 am. and this shit is starting to get real now. watch the games. gotta love westmoor style baseball. Seriously though. if ur into sports like that u should come check the team out cause me and coach brady are coachin these fools like world series champions. peace
It’s official. I am…
Part of Westmoor high school’s varsity baseball coaching staff. (fuck yeah)
Stressed from school without having hw yet. (fuck)
Still working my dreadful job. (FUCK!)
Been feelin
Anxious……and prepared at the same time. what do these 2 very opposite feelings lead to? a focused mind with fast heart beats.
Not sure if anyone reads my blogs? lol
But didn’t want those facebook haters to categorize me as those people that “are supposed to get a tumblr!” to speak my thoughts. I am happy as fuck the niners won today. seriously happy as fuck. But seriously too, where are my friends? I can’t wait to start school so I can meet new people. my goal this school year is three things: 1) Get straight A’s. 2) Make a good friend in each class. 3) Find a friend(a girl) to travel with. Peace!
Ok, reading The Bible. Fav Quote of the night.
“A fool’s mind is like a broken jar:
it cannot hold any knowledge at all.” Ben Sira 22:14
What’s going on right now!!!!
so what exactly is going on in my mind right now at this exact moment in time is this: Yeah “Things change, People change, Everything changes” right? I was reading through the yearbook last night cause I wanted to if you were wondering “Why?”. And I had a bunch of close friends who wrote “please don’t replace me!!!” Ooooooooook. Still haven’t! but once a few had boyfriends and shit like that, I haven’t heard from em since! whaaack. That’s going on in my mind right now. I had a bunch of close friends who pleaded for me not to replace them and only talk to me now when I hit em up first! I’m just telling the truth. but then again like I said, SHIT CHANGES. “That’s the motto” Fuck that song.
my germs
sup yall. just wanted to do this so everyone can know what went on in my day today if anyone even cares. but it is entertaining. i’ll forward to the entertaining part and what had happened was that I called the dmv line to see wassup with my driver’s license that I haven’t received yet after over a month of taking my pic. and I got a haircut for that picture too. so the mean lady told me that they never took my pic. and in my head I told her I even got a haircut for that pic. but I had to remember that it’s not her fault but she is pretty mean regardless. So I told her that “Yes, I did take a picture for my id. that’s why I wanted to get a new Id. and plus it was going to expire.” and she said they were supposed to mail me a letter tellin me to re-take a pic. So now I gotta go there a retake a pic. On the better side of today my dad told me that I have insurance for my cell phone that has been broken for the past 2 months. I suffered for nothin but Ima get this phone fixed now. Today’s lesson was: things can get u mad for a couple seconds or maybe a minute if ur really pissed. but after the anger is done, you pretty much get over it and for the smart people, you realize that getting mad was stupid. but for those who are still immature and want everything their way, they will stay pissed for the rest of the day. and ruin everyone elses day they hang out with. wasn’t this entertaining?
